Peace Blazer

http://twentysevennames.co.nz/index.html

pretty sure i am in love with this blazer.

$12 Blazer

I bought a new blazer, Red and Black Checks, with gold threaded through.

Shoulder pads are probably too big for my liking, but it was $12, and it's so cute.

What do you think?





I am in desperate need of a job.
I owe my parents so much money, and my NEED to buy things is so strong when I go opp shopping these days.

Shopping without money is just no fun.
And especially oppshopping, because 9 times out of 10, if you come back tomorrow, the things you wanted it gone, and you have no way of getting another one.

But that's half the fun, the thrill of the chase.
Buying something no one else has.
Something with a story.

A story that you can finish writing.

It's all about how you juggle...

Sometimes, my brain thinks in hyper time. And it drains all my energy, and leaves no concentration for any other matter, until, due to over thinking, the original problem is made so much worse than it originally was.

It leaves me in this state of mind, which i call bad flow.

It's impossible to describe with words, but we've all felt it before.

It's like being excited for something that's never coming. And feeling like you've got no energy, but you really need to run. It's wanting to laugh, but instead you cry, and sometimes the other way around. And most of all, it's not knowing why the hell you feel this way.

Well, hello there bad flow, welcome back. To be honest, i hadn't really missed you. Feel free to leave at anytime.

One of best friends said something to me today, when I was in height of this downward spiral.
"Look at it like a flaming torch - whatever IT is. You juggle it, it's always being juggled. If you catch it, it's yours to keep. If you choose to let it fall, it might burn your feet. You have to be sure to drop it correctly."

"But I will drop in incorrectly, i have poor hand eye co-ordination", says I, with dismay, "even when i so badly want it to be mine to keep."

I am in love with someone, and it is eating at me, not knowing just what they feel for me. But now, another guy has stumbled in to my life from no where. He is kind, and everything I love.
And I AM juggling, which one do i catch? Which do I want to be mine, and which, when dropped, will burn my feet worse?

"Well, look at it this way. If you drop it wrong, I'll be here to catch it for you."

I'm lucky to have what I have, and life is amazing. Sometimes, the bad just gets to the front, and you just need to wait for it to run out of stamina, and fall behind once again.